Friday, July 15, 2005

you know what
i've just realised something terrifying
okay maybe i've noticed it for quite some time but heck la its still haunting me anyway
PRELIMS ARE IN LESS THAN TWO MONTHS' TIME
well dont start me on the talk about how biased and unfair the MOE system is
i dont even want to talk about it
god. i feel like killing myself everytime i look at the calendar
im freaking out
and yet im happily wasting my time away
yeah like what im doing now
i dont believe in fairy tales
seriously i dont aim that high to be in huachong or raffles
firstly im not that smart
secondly i dont want to spend my whole jc life pia-ing everything
and when i graduate all i know is STUDY STUDY AND STUDY
when people go to orchard and enjoy themselves
i'll be mugging at home looking at my textbooks and consoling myself that textbooks are the best friends i am ever going to get
NO WAY. i repeat no way am i going to lead that sort of life.
not for two years. not even two days.
and come to think of it...
i dont want to go to the jc, knowing that i already knew half of the jc because


1)they were from nanyang
2)they were from chinese high
3)those people from 1 and 2 already take up like 99.999999999% of the population


WOWEE you say. feel like you're home again. yeah. tell me to go through two more years in nanyang i'll slap you right across the face.


and that really reminds me how shallow some people in our school are
you call someone bad just because they drink? they stay out late? or just because they are not nerds like who you freaking people are? or even because they dont score as well as you because they dont have a brain as big as yours? well then fuck you because you are so freaking shallow and you know what. when you step into the real world without your papa and mama to protect you, you'll realise how books will not help you a SINGLE bit. no doubt about that.


anyway now the bimbotic huiyi has to go mugging before her parents come back and realised that she has been online longer than she has been studying and they'll fry her brains. LOLS. meaning if you see huiyi on monday she has been studying and not spending all her time oogling at cute guys like niunai and whoever it is.


and smart people out there. dont be offended. hurhur. im just voicing out my concerns. not pointing fingers at anyone. and for the less smart people like me? cheer up work hard and all the best. so long as you put in some effort, you'll get what you want in the end. dont give up. jiayou! ^^


huiyi rants at 4:10 PM